my dear and i

wen says:

2009-07-13T09:47:00.001+08:00

thanks. sorry. bye.

bas says: ....

2009-07-13T02:20:00.003+08:00

do you want to look back many years from now, and regret that you never had the courage to try again?

wen says: "i'm happy and sad at the same time.."

2009-06-22T01:35:00.003+08:00

dearest dumb dumb,

i am real happy because it's been so long since we went out.. EVEN LONGER since we dated.. coz like even when we went out, we've just been busy working.. working and working..

and now that we can finally take a one-minute breather from work..
I'M JUST SO HAPPY!!
somemore got car leh!!!
lol..

but the thing is, i don't understand.. WHY DOES TIME ZOOM PAST FASTER THAN A SPEEDING BULLET WHEN WE AREN'T WORKING?!?!?! =(

okok.. just to sum everything up..
i just hope that you wouldn't be too overworked k? and please take good care of yourself.. if not, who take care of me right? lol..

so before i get totally KO-ed by the sleeping bug, i'd like to say that i'm really glad i have you around.. i can't imagine it otherwise..
and even though i really can't stand you, and you totally piss me off at times, i do know that you do care a lot for me.. more than i can ever imagine..

thanks dear, for offering your guest room.. i was very tempted to use it just now.. how fun'd it have been.. but nvm lar.. just imagine me sitting comfortably beside you, in front of your lappie.. then you ok liao.. lol..

and don't get too worried.. you know i always tell you every little thing.. so if something happens, you'll be like the first to know lor.. (whether or not i tell you timely enough, or LONG after the whole incident is another thing though.. =P)

but yar.. so to sum it up.. this whole post can be summarised in just a few words..

i love you too, yang jiajin.. =P

bas says my apologies dear...

2009-06-18T00:33:00.003+08:00

sometimes when i am angry i say stupid things.

maybe not sometimes, seems like every time to me.

maybe i just need to learn how to control my anger and try not to say stupid things.

i always say this, but i seldom manage to accomplish it.

but this time it seems that you were really angry unlike previous times.

i want to say sorry, and i want you to know that i do love you (i know i haven't said it for very long already).

i love you, guo liwen.

wen says: "you made my day dear.."

2009-06-04T01:26:00.002+08:00

when i think of how you seemed to be able to read my mind,
to come out find me,
lend me a listening ear,

i just feel like cuddling up beside you...........

wen feels heartache

2009-05-19T23:12:00.001+08:00

when i saw a certain dumb dumb.. so tired today.. but still insisted on keeping me company..

i both felt very touched and heartache at the same time.. =)

wen melts..

2009-03-31T23:48:00.002+08:00

i just felt like putting this part of our convo here..

姓诸葛名亮字孔明 - basil - 6 days to Kashima says:
no i just wanted to find out if u were home
姓孫名尚香 - 雯 says:
it was really sweet..
姓孫名尚香 - 雯 says:
thanks dear.. =)
姓诸葛名亮字孔明 - basil - 6 days to Kashima says:
:$
姓孫名尚香 - 雯 says:
it made me feel that my bf loves me, and is concerned, and cares about me..
姓孫名尚香 - 雯 says:
really touching..
姓诸葛名亮字孔明 - basil - 6 days to Kashima says:
:$
姓孫名尚香 - 雯 says:
and on my part, for whatever i did, i just want you to know i love you..
姓孫名尚香 - 雯 says:
*whatever i've done..
姓诸葛名亮字孔明 - basil - 6 days to Kashima says:
i love you too

now i'm so melted that i'm closed to tears liao.. close meaning tears are already welling up in my eyes liao..

happy birthday dear..

wen says: "dear is DAMN irritating.."

2009-03-24T00:35:00.002+08:00

for no reason.. this dumb dumb go and scare me last night..

coz of this dumb dumb, i didn't sleep well last night..
i didn't have any appetite (wouldn't have eaten a thing if not for the fact that i needed to take my meds)..
couldn't sit, couldn't stand..
basically couldn't focus/concentrate on anything lar..

damn irritating right? *grr*

but sitting at the fountain eating ice cream was fun.. and sweet..

next time we go try to play the boardgames at cine k?

luv you dear.. =)

wen says:'oh no..'

2009-03-22T02:31:00.001+08:00

my bf is bored talking to me..

he wants to talk to other pretty girls!! =(

wen says: "i think i'm gonna melt.."

2009-02-23T18:02:00.002+08:00

i tell you arh.. after i take the panadol..

you better hold me tight.. coz i think i'm gonna melt..

my dear is so sweeeettt.. =)

even in rubbishy times like these, i'm glad to still be able to feel your love.. =)
*muackz*

wen says: "happy 6 mths dear!"

2009-02-10T00:53:00.000+08:00

ok.. this post is a bit late.. but nvm..

haha.. better late than never..

may we have many more 6 months to go!! =)

wen says: "YAR"

2009-02-04T00:18:00.001+08:00

G O O D
Y O U
K N O W
I T

lol..

bas says: LOL!

2009-02-03T03:50:00.001+08:00

yah lah whatever lah

i haven't posted here in E O N S

wen says: "muahahahahahaha.."

2009-02-02T17:18:00.002+08:00

haha.. you finally saw the note i put in your notebook..

isn't your dear sweet?

muahahahahahahaha..

wen says: 'BOO!'

2009-01-16T21:54:00.001+08:00

haha.. i'm back!

with just a little regular spamming.. lololol..

*check out the unpubished posts dear*

=P

wen says: "i still like vivo!"

2009-01-03T20:29:00.001+08:00

lol.. maybe it was where a lot of things happened before/when we were starting out.. i still like the ambience there.. =P

wen says: "sorry dear!!!"

2008-12-22T15:22:00.002+08:00

sorry i dozed off on you again!!

and the weirdest thing is that even though i am supposed to be a light sleeper, i couldn't hear my phone ring at all.. -.-

*hangs my head in shame*

sorry leh.. sorry leh.. sorry leh.. sorry leh..

wen says: 'i'm real glad i have my dear!'

2008-12-12T00:08:00.002+08:00

even when you say you can't stand me, which i know you really can't at times,

you're still very very gan jiong about me..

like just now when i was upset..
you so gan jiong!!

made me so touched.. =)

thanks dear..
when i see your little little response when i was upset, when i noticed how gan jiong you were over me,
我就不伤心了，反而很高兴呢！

=)

wen can't recall..

2008-11-15T00:38:00.002+08:00

sorry dear...

i still can't recall the events of the first ever time we met..
the ica part..
i only remember the hans leh.. =P

hahahahahahaha..

wen says: 'Wow!'

2008-10-21T23:35:00.002+08:00

i only noticed today that we have 23 posts here.. (plus this become 24) published or otherwise..

most of it is random spamming lar.. lol..

but erm.. keep it up! lol..

you must spam somemore also k? =P

(if only i had read some of the unpublished posts earlier.. -.-)

wen says: "Sentosa was interesting!"

2008-10-13T23:12:00.001+08:00

haha..
although i totally don't recognise it anymore..

let's hope that in the near future, we do get to spend more time there, together.. =)

wen says: "i wanna try to play pool again!"

2008-10-13T00:18:00.001+08:00

lol.. the title is quite self-explanatory i guess.. lol..

i want to improve, and eventually beat you!!
lol..

i just need to stop being cockeye first.. -.-

wen is looking forward to pool on sat..

2008-10-09T00:05:00.002+08:00

but i hope you wouldn't end up being too busy laughing instead of teaching me properly.. lol..

*crosses my fingers*
*hope i won't be too much of my usual blur-ness to learn how to play properly*

=P

wen says: 'thanks dear..'

2008-09-17T22:14:00.002+08:00

i can never say this enough..

at such a time when i am under increasing amounts of pressure, you have showered me with so much love..

thanks for listening..
thanks for giving me support..
thanks for giving me strength that prevented me from sinking into depression.. like i normally would..

thanks for helping me stand up, and move on..

at a timelike this, it is evident that the amount of pressure awaiting will only increase.. because i know it's just the beginning of everything..
but the mere thought that there'll be someone there for me, it totally sets my mind at ease, and makes me feel a zillion times better.. and i'm really glad that someone is you..

thanks dear..
i love you.. =)

wen is getting depressed..

2008-09-11T00:28:00.002+08:00

it's getting late.. and i have no idea if we'll still get a chance to talk tonight.. not like you can help it.. but just.....

oh i dunno..

it's like tomorrow is gonna be an utterly long day for you while i will be slacking at home with nothing to do.. and fri, will be much less the same except that i got a tentative tuition.. and a performance that night.. sat, no need to say.. sun, co, tuition.. monday, driving i think.. then tue i start school liao!!! omg..

it's just like, there just seems to be so little time we can spend together..
just so..... *sighs*

and it's like.. just so sian lor..

and i think the fact that i wished you could be having a car just.. evoked another rather strong emotion in me.. somehow..

i just envy those girls who get their bfs to send them home..
serious..
for us, it's not that i don't want to lor..
you don't know how many times i wished you'd be able to send me home..
but when i see the stuff you are carrying, or the time we were actually taking the mrt, i just couldn't bear lor..
i couldn't bear to let you travel so far carrying so many things.. i couldn't bear to let travel all the way to the other end of the country alone, late at night..
i just can't bear..
so much so that even when you offer to send me home, i think my reflex action would be to say 'no'.. when deep down, my heart would probably be screaming a 'yes!'..

my friend wanqi commented that i'm such an understanding gf..
and all i couldn't do was shrug..
this is being understanding meh? i dunno.. but i know that if i am not like that, it'd make me utterly selfish.. because gombak to bedok is so different from gombak to amk (where her bf stays)..

aiya.. i just dunno lar..

P.S. and i actually wish i say all these to you personally.. but i just.. can't seem to find the right words when you are around..
*sigh*

wen says: 'where is the surprise you said you were preparing last night?'

2008-09-09T22:33:00.001+08:00

*reaches out hand and waits*

*pouts*

happy 1 month dear!!

2008-09-09T22:09:00.002+08:00

as said in the thread title, and like just now, despite how good our vocabulary can be, i only have 1 word to describe the past month and before... Amazing!

bas says: i need a car!

2008-09-07T01:13:00.002+08:00

today's happenings tell me that i really need a car.

i guess the one who benefits most is jy lor. since he can always 'tompang' a free ride home whenever we have group gatherings.

anyway, *flashes my license to worry*. i'm just being concerned for your health la. i also need to learn to identify your being unwell so that i know what to do.

wen says: 'dun worry dear'

2008-09-06T23:44:00.002+08:00

these gastric pains are such frequent guests that i confirm can tahan de lar..

i just get used to it somehow lor..

i've never fainted or dropped dead because of it, so don't worry k? seriously don't worry..

in fact, i think because of the fact that i got more outlet this time.. so i was more teh than nua compared to the last few times i had the gastric problems..
*guess why* =p

but i guess.. really no need to worry lar..
nothing major will come out of it..
at most it hurt till i need to squat down or something.. that's all..
(honestly that happened for like 15secs when i got home..)
but i'm ok now also mah..

so erm.. don't worry k?

and thanks dear, for keeping me company all the way to je..
even though you weren't very stable yourself on the mrt..
hope the journey home didn't take very long..

=)

bas says: no!

2008-09-05T00:06:00.001+08:00

no no.. car very difficult to decide on model one..... later decide liao then by the time we can buy there will be a newer and better model.

wen says: 'WOW'

2008-09-04T23:26:00.001+08:00

so proud of dear!!

you can carry me!! lol..

ok.. enough..

that's all the juicy gossip from me for today.. =P

bas says: congrats dear!

2008-09-02T18:37:00.001+08:00

congratulations to my dear Liwen for passing her 2008 examinations.. they may not be the best of results but hey, at least you don't have to stay on for one extra year!

you know something, i was at sim lim square just now with my friends and suddenly thought of something.

could we like, think of a game both of us can play on our computers through the internet? then i'll download it after when we think of one.

wen says: 'sorry dear..'

2008-09-02T01:38:00.002+08:00

i know you're in a bad mood.. can totally sense it..

but i can't do anything to help you in any way..

*sighs*

so 没有用 right?

aiyar.. dunno lar..

hope you'll be less pissed..

i know thursday feels so far away.. but i know you can last till then de.. =)

wen: sayangs her dear..

2008-09-01T23:30:00.002+08:00

a fair amount of the points are true?

then which one lar.. must specify de mah.. otherwise defeats my purpose of wanting to understand guys le mah..

and lol.. coz centre wasn't opened on sat and sun mah.. so got more work to mark lor.. i still have no idea what time i will knock off on sat lor..

bas says: ...

2008-09-01T22:23:00.006+08:00

blah. nothing to say. zzz.

and she still hasn't knocked off yet. seems to me like the kumon centres all around the island threw all their marking to the gombak branch.

i don't even understand why tuition centres must open till 9pm... killing the kids and the people working there.

zzzzzzzzz.

bas says: 2 more hours!!

2008-09-01T18:34:00.002+08:00

k.. only 2 more hours till wen knocks off!

been doing editing for the photoshoot pictures since i came home from school... except for that one hour which i dozed off unexpectedly..

zzz...2 hours seem very long.

and by the way dear, a fair amount of the points listed below are true! LOL!

wen says: 'i wanna know what guys are thinking!' =P

2008-09-01T12:14:00.002+08:00

i ripped this from Dave's blog.. my sis's senior..

i read this before, somewhere else, long ago..

but still have no idea if any of it is true.. do let me know wor!

1) Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about....
2) Guys are more emotional than you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try.
3) Guys go crazy over a girl's smile
4) A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.
5) Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.
6) If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.
7) A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
8) GUYS LOVE YOU MORE THEN YOU LOVE THEM!!!
9) Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole heck of a lot.
10)If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.
11)If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and he is really thinking about something
12) When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is, Guys rarely say that
13)When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me
14)If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.
15) When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.
16) Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them
17)A guy would give the world to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.
18)No guy can handle all his problems on his own.He's just too stubborn to admit it
19)NOT ALL GUYS ARE RUDE!!!Just because ONE is RUDE doesnt mean he represents ALL of them
20)WHEN A GUY SACRIFICES HIS SLEEP AND HEALTH JUST TO TALK TO YOU, HE REALLY LIKES YOU AND WANTS TO BE WITH YOU AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE
21)Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life

what.........

2008-08-31T23:13:00.002+08:00

I will send you home on Saturday!!!!!!!!!

but since you don't want.......... other days lor....... :(

wen says: let's get started!!

2008-08-31T21:47:00.008+08:00

haha..

first of all, i think i will put start all my titles with 'wen says:'

somehow makes me feel more organised.. and erm.. easier to differentiate? lol.. i know we'll definitely know what we wrote..

but i'm just bored and giving myself excuses for more things to do.. lol..

*****

so now, i just wanna rant..

i wanna rant about how far apart we live.. again..

this is like.. brought up ever so often..
but i guess it's because it really is bothering the two of us..

aiyar..

it's like.. just ask my friends lor..
it's probably really easy for them to tell you that i am someone who loves to be showered in tlc, and enjoys being sent home..

but now.. it's like..

not like i don't want you to.. but i just can't bear to let you travel all the way to my place, then still have to go home from there after that..
that's just too.. tiring, and time-consuming..

i don't want my dear to have to be so drained just to do something i like lor.. it'd just be so unfair..
at least, unless otherwise necessary..

and even so, for cases like these 2 days..

yesterday, i felt i really needed your company home.. because i was totally.. unable to even walk properly and stuff..
but whenever i see your heavy AND bulky clothes cover..
my heart will just ache lor..
that's why i didn't mention a word to you, until much later..

and like today..
it was SO early.. lol.. and i'd be cabbing home anyway..
but i knew you will get paiseh with so many people at my place..
i totally understand..
that's why i didn't insist for you to come with me..
however much i wanted you to..
i really understand..
and i didn't want to put you in a spot..

you weren't the only one who felt that today was just too short for the two of us..
i wish we could have spent more time together too..

but merely wishing was not going to mean i would force my ideas on you, (other than jokingly)..
it just further meant that i must understand and accomodate the person i hold dearest to my heart..

of course, you come after my family, my religion, my liuqin, my guzheng, and erm.. i think that's all for now.. =P

2008-08-31T21:09:00.001+08:00

hmm..

your dear is bored.. lol..

and while you are busy with your stuff, i just wanna do something erm.. i dunno.. silly? lol..

i think.. a lot of people read my blog.. too many..

so i don't feel comfortable publishing our lovey dovey stuff.. lol..
but i want to..

so here this starts.. so you must post more wor! =P