wen says: let's get started!!

haha..

first of all, i think i will put start all my titles with 'wen says:'

somehow makes me feel more organised.. and erm.. easier to differentiate? lol.. i know we'll definitely know what we wrote..

but i'm just bored and giving myself excuses for more things to do.. lol..

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so now, i just wanna rant..

i wanna rant about how far apart we live.. again..

this is like.. brought up ever so often..
but i guess it's because it really is bothering the two of us..

aiyar..

it's like.. just ask my friends lor..
it's probably really easy for them to tell you that i am someone who loves to be showered in tlc, and enjoys being sent home..

but now.. it's like..

not like i don't want you to.. but i just can't bear to let you travel all the way to my place, then still have to go home from there after that..
that's just too.. tiring, and time-consuming..

i don't want my dear to have to be so drained just to do something i like lor.. it'd just be so unfair..
at least, unless otherwise necessary..

and even so, for cases like these 2 days..

yesterday, i felt i really needed your company home.. because i was totally.. unable to even walk properly and stuff..
but whenever i see your heavy AND bulky clothes cover..
my heart will just ache lor..
that's why i didn't mention a word to you, until much later..

and like today..
it was SO early.. lol.. and i'd be cabbing home anyway..
but i knew you will get paiseh with so many people at my place..
i totally understand..
that's why i didn't insist for you to come with me..
however much i wanted you to..
i really understand..
and i didn't want to put you in a spot..

you weren't the only one who felt that today was just too short for the two of us..
i wish we could have spent more time together too..

but merely wishing was not going to mean i would force my ideas on you, (other than jokingly)..
it just further meant that i must understand and accomodate the person i hold dearest to my heart..



of course, you come after my family, my religion, my liuqin, my guzheng, and erm.. i think that's all for now.. =P